No, seriously, why is it so hard for me to do such small things as, for example, interacting with other people? It takes incredibly much effort, which is strange, because it seems to be not so difficult from the side. I mean, most of the people who i have been observing for the last six months have pretty much fun talking to each other, and I feel physically tired after any sort of social communication. Maybe that`s because I am unable to be spontaneous. Maybe because I`m a foreigner. Maybe because I`m me.
Anyway, I need more practice. And perhaps more vitamins to cope with the constant lack of energy.
p.s. A funny utterance scratched on a desk in a lecture room was found today:
Wissen ist Macht. Ich weiß nix. Macht nix.
This needs to be printed on t-shirts.